christakatarina

I really have started to like London more lately. I've got some great friends in Uni now that we all start to know each other, and most subjects are interesting so it feels good going to school. The problem has been stress, as usual. I knew we were going to have a lot to do here, but the structure has been crazy and sometimes we have four assignments that need to be handed in the same week.

 

Yesterday I passed away in public, on a parking lot. It was the most embarrasing thing I've ever been through, and I'm trying to figure out if stress can be the only reason for something like this to happen. I was so lucky that three strangers helped me, and I was just sitting in front of them, crying in panic. They gave me water, calmed me down and then drove me all the way home. I feel so lucky, and words can't describe how thankful I am.

 

Last night was a struggle. I think I hurt my back when I fell, so I couldn't undress or put the sheets in bed properly (Ellis wasn't home so he couldn't help me). Today I feel better but still in a lot of pain, and I haven't slept much. I decided to stay home from school, and this (of course) stresses me as well.

 

I'm already lost when it comes to accounting, and now I'll get even more lost. But I guess there's nothing I can do about it right now... Thank God Ellis took the first train home from his friend this morning, soon he's here. <3